In the course of reading a book (review forthcoming), I came across a few intriguing and interrelated quotes that I would like to talk about. In his last, and least-well known work, Till We Have Faces, C.S. Lewis asked the question “Why must holy places be dark places?” The answer to that question is not necessarily straightforward. Of course, some people would deny that holy places are dark places at all. For “normal” people involved in various religious beliefs (including secular humanism), the purpose of their faith, be it in God or humanity or government or themselves, is to keep dark places and dark situations as far away as possible . Some people, on the opposite extreme, are so drawn to darkness that they can forget light exists in the first place, because of of the lack of balance in their own perspective. For most of us, though, we see both darkness and light in our life, and so we concede the fact that darkness exists in our experience, and try to understand what it means.
As an astute observer of life, C.S. Lewis himself pondered his experiences with holiness and saw dark places as being the occasions for God to work His will. In life, we often see our need for God greatest in times of darkness, as that is our hour of greatest need. Yet this is not the only reason, or even the most notable reason, why dark places can be so holy. The workings of God are deeply mysterious, and a large part of the divine providence that takes place in this world occurs in great darkness. Since there is so much darkness to be found in this world, there are a lot of places where God can turn what is dark into what is light, what is evil into ultimate good, all through His mysterious and poignant alchemy of grace. In many cases, our longing for restoration and justice  springs out of the darkness that we see and abhor, longing to see a better way with our own eyes and in our own life, which often spurs us on towards the massive efforts that are necessary to improve our lives, our institutions, and our world, with our justice tempered by mercy and love.
The tempering of our stern sense of justice with mercy and understanding and love is necessary because evil is not merely an external matter. After all, as Aleksander Solzhenisyn said, “The line dividing good and evil cuts through the heart of every human being.” Because none of us, save Jesus Christ, are entirely free of evil, our fight against evil commits us to wrestling with our own sinful nature, such as it exists. If we choose to minimize or deny our own evil, we give other people the same sort of warrant to do the same in their lives. If we admit our evil, we often feel constraint about speaking out against the evil around us . And yet an honest confession of our own struggles as well as a sincere desire for the betterment of ourselves and our world is the only way we can preserve our longing for justice while also pointing out the need that everyone, ourselves included, has for gracious and merciful treatment at the hands of God and other people. That both mercy and justice are difficult to find in our own lives and in this world does not negate our responsibility to uphold both.
And that is why holy places must be dark places. If we are all at least somewhat dark ourselves, and if we all suffer evil (sometimes horrible evil) in the course of our lives because of our own actions and the actions of others, for us to reach holiness and salvation we must begin that quest in darkness and we must overcome the evil through darkness. This does not mean that we should remain in darkness, or that we should seek out darkness deliberately, except insofar as we are driven by our own experiences and our own zeal to shine a light in dark places and to help those who remain in darkness. At least the recognition that holy places are often dark places is a reminder that none of us is too broken or too troubled for God to work with. On the contrary, God seems to delight especially in working with the outcasts and downtrodden of this world, in showing how God’s grace can lead to these people becoming noble and wise through the influence of God’s Holy Spirit. May we all see the darkness that we face turned into light, not only for ourselves, but for others as well.
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